Monday, February 4, 2013

CharDawn fic "What If" (Chapter 3. And It's all coming back to him)


6:30 AM. January 7, 2013
“Dad… Dad…”
Richard opened his eyes slowly. She saw Juliana dressed in her uniform already.
“Baby, anong oras na ba?” He asked rubbing his eyes. He lifted his head and felt a throbbing headache.
“Dad, it’s past 6 na. I gotta go Dad, baka ma late ako. Wait, are you sick?” Juliana said, patting her father’s forehead with the back of her palm. “You’re warm, Dad. Wait, I’ll call Mom.” She added while looking for her phone.
“No!” He responded almost quickly. “Huwag na Baby, baka mag worry yun, you know she has work over there and baka mapa uwi yun ng di oras.” He reasoned out. He really didn’t want to fret Lucy knowing that she’ll worry too much.
“But you’re sick.” Juliana said sounding really worried.
He let his daughter sit on the edge of the bed. He can’t help but smile; her daughter inherited her mother’s instincts yet Juliana’s physical features were evidently more of him.
“Baby, this is just a Flu, I’ll get through this. Bed rest lang katapat nito. Don’t worry about me, okay? By the way nag breakfast ka na?” He asked. He may be sick right now but he still has to do his parental obligations.
“Yes Dad, a bowl of cereal with milk, pinagbalot na rin ako ni Manang for my snacks later.” Juliana replied.
“Good, magpahatid ka na lang sa driver since I can’t drive you to school today and when I feel better I’ll fetch you.” He said kissing his daughter’s forehead.
“Don’t worry Dad, you need a rest. Okay I really need to go. See you later.” She hugged her father then ran downstairs.
“Ingat! Love you!” He screeched.
Richard crawled out of bed slowly. He got a digital thermometer out of Lucy’s medicine cabinet and took a temperature of himself.
38.8°C.
Damn.
He picked the intercom and asked their helper for breakfast. He was sick and he got nobody to take care of him so he must look after himself. He got his phone and saw Lucy’s message. She has been in Ormoc for days now.
Good morning, honey! On my way to Ormoc’s Gym for the blessing of the computers, I may not be able to text you from time to time kasi we will be going frm one school to another for the distribution. Have a good day and I love you, honey! ;-)
He tapped for reply and knowing how busy his wife will be today, he didn’t bother to tell her his condition. He wished her good day and huwag masyadong magpapagod and ended it with I love you too.
Though his taste buds turned bland, he finished his breakfast and took Paracetamol and Ibuprofen. He turned on the television for some news; after all he got nothing to do for the whole day. He was watching absent mindedly. He was not feeling well and he knew his mind was pre occupied with what happened last night.
He smirked upon remembering his reactions to Vice’s punch lines. Was he really that obvious?
He could vividly recall that part when Vice ribbed them endlessly as to what their term of endearment used to be.
“Anong tawagan niyo?” Asked Vice.
“Ang tawag ko sa kanya, Babe. Oo…” Dawn answered honestly looking at him grinning.
He looked down for a moment as if trying to recall something, “Anong tawag ko sayo?” was all he could ever say.
“E… Ewan ko? di ko alam?” Dawn shot back as if trying to recuperate.
“Ba’t di mo alam?” Vice shrieked, almost sounded too unbelievable for Richard not to remember.
“Di mo maalala? Di mo maalala? Talaga?” Dawn kept on repeating unto him. Her eye-to-eye contact with him was almost searching for the truth. The truth which she knows he knew, too well.
“Anong tawag ko sayo?” Yet he asked again twice this time, smiling wide enough that he looked so thrilled.
He wanted to tick off himself that moment. Of course he does remember. What happened 23 years ago came rushing back in his mind. Actually it never left, it was just there. Just don’t… Not now, not in front of everyone. He wanted to plead her. I might kiss you.
Dawn can only smirk for she knew he was clearly playing around.
“Paano ulit yun?” Vice asked as if trying to butt in between the two.
“Ang tawag mo sakin noon, LOVE!” Dawn responded without batting an eyelash giving emphasis on the word LOVE.
“Love…” He reiterated gently, drawing Dawn closer to his side. There’s this strong enigma that he wanted to hug her that very moment. He wanted but he couldn’t.
“Hoy eto, teka lang ha…” Vice said pointing him and giggling simultaneously. “Teka lang, walang halong echos ha…” he added almost swearing. “Kumislap ang mata mo, I swear… Direk I tight shot mo! Wa echos, I tight shot mo lang yung mata ni Richard! O? ba’t ayaw mo ipakita? Ipakita mo lang yung mata mo!” Vice yelped giggling.
“Nahihiya ako kasi hindi ko maalala.” He retorted in defense.
“Hindi! Nung sinabi niyang LOVE may gumanon! Promise!” Vice re-enacted trying to say that his eyes sparkled when Dawn said the magic word, LOVE.
He let out a weak laugh and tried to regain his composure. Needless to say, the word Love sounded so right, especially coming from the woman beside him and he damn missed it. She damn missed her saying that. So much, so much that it shows.
“Ha… Gaga!” He laughed at him thinking that was the only justification he has at the moment.
But Vice only used it against him as he saw how uncomfortable he was.
“Uyyyyy… na a-awkward!” Vice taunted him endlessly. And Dawn could only giggle on his side.
Yes indeed he was. Of course that Reunited song playing as the background music didn’t help him either. He was smiling sheepishly. He felt cold sweats on his palms as he felt his blood rushing through his cheeks too. He was blushing. He appeared to be nervous yet he was happy. No, he was ecstatic.
He smiled at the memory. It has been 23 years since they parted ways yet Dawn still has this effect on him. He can’t even explain his connection with her but for him he knew that connection has always been deep and special. He picked up his phone and dialed her number. This time he was sure. 

I need to talk to her.

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